Here am i blasting my music away. mind has been occupied with studies and project. sometimes i really think i should just leave everything behind. at most go big 4, which is not a bad choice~ why study so hard. get a life dude~ if u can't balance, take a side. hahaha~ i really wonder how are the others doing, do they really dun care or act cool? do they sleep as much as me? or worry as much as me? i dunno man, all my 23 years of life i have been like this, think too much, worry too much, just can't live out of my old self. tmd. i wan to! was browsing thru friendster and looking at all the photos of my friends. happening man~ then me leh? i think i should do something that i really enjoy, not related to academic or career. let me see.... maybe volunteer work. quite fulfilling, doing things for others and not urself! If there is one thing u can do now, what will u do?
*looking at my desk* its 205 project, textbooks and chartered semiconducter annual report. still got 306 consolidation waiting for me. They say all about my miserable 1 week break. damn tulan. this is my tulan face... no longer know what i want. (k other a happy family)

feel like running. as in just run aimlessly. pulling dear's hand and run and run and run. carefree.
back to reality, no matter how much i type here, no one gonna help me do my work. so wake up ur idea man~ zai one~
Kian