cant believe it! here am i buying 10 lots of raffles holdings when i've been the one who's always nagging at my parents not to play the stock market so much!! dat's $7000 worth of shares i'm plugging in... i'm officially broke now... neeed ppl to 'yang' me le!
truthfully, i feel a bit uneasy(kian too) to put in so much $$. but since it's low risk, think abt it, dat's better than putting my 7k in the bank wif dat miserable interest. at least no matter wat is the final price of dat stock, i'm guarantee back my principal(coz raffles is pulling out of spore and they r giving all their shareholders $700 for each share they own)... and the profit i get will definitely be more than wat the bank can give me. so jus treat sgx as another bank loh! haha...

finally end of PA! yeah! bangkok trip soon! think overall PA quite slack, coz nv go back office much one, always outstationed to clients' place, travel to all parts of spore liao. seen a lot n learn a lot. can go to work at 10am, leave b4 5pm, otot, slack slack! colleagues all very nice & amiable, jus dat nv talk to them much oso, coz everyone goes to different companies, very seldon at office to interact. so nv build much r/s wif them.

Been really busy recently, with PA and tuition and birthday parties. Really glad the PA is gonna end in 10 days time, then i will have more private time and princess time.

It seems like we are having some problem, or rather ppl have problem with me. A serious relationship is never abt you and i. Repective families come into the picture. Apparently, I failed in winning princess family over and she's told to treat me as a normal friend. Isn't this a joke? Well its not cause it has affected our relationship. we even thought that we should stop seeing each other as 'we are immpossible'. This is a big 'hurdle' for us and it 'obstruct' us from progessing.

After much discussion at TCC that night, we concluded the following:-

We are worried abt future problems. wait, future problems... probable? measurable? man we dunno! we are vex over possible problem that may not occur, and we are letting it affect us. 'We are immpossible'? 'hurdle'? 'obstruct'? We conclude both of us think too much. Y not concentrate on NOW, present and love each other with ur heart?

We think too much because we love each other too much and we already decided to commit to each other for the rest of the life. sounds scary? foolish? well no one force me, this kind of committment just comes naturely. Maybe when needed, it will go naturely too.

We are already at a stage when we can't leave without each other. We are part of another, hence to stop seeing each other, is the impossible one.

Ultimately, we should not think so much, treasure the present and love each other bravely.

Margaret commented that we 'not bad' Quite long liao... True~ what i think best about our relationship is that we are still in honeymoon; and we still compromise each other at own expense.

k enuff of all this.

I find myself very simple. recently read about an Singapore idol contestant. SHE aims to do this and that by dunno what age. I dun really have such aim, I only want to have a happy family. Maybe thats why i am lao shi pai, as describe by roland. I just wanna do well enuff to provide my family with comfortable life, to bring mum and dad to tour, to love my wife and my kids, to help out my sister when needed and... yes just picture all those model happy family. oh~ i wanna hold my wife hand and stroll by the beach when we're 80. tsk tsk

hmm... shall reserve some energy to blog the next time. hope by doing so the next entry will come sooner.

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~ntu accountancy grad~

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