Tuesday, March 28, 2006
10:45 PM
spent quite sometime at this, coz i was a total IT idiot, plus i noe nuts abt blogskin too... but finally i got a new skin!! i already exhuast all my "powers" le... haha... though not my ideal blogskin, can make do for the time being ba, until i brush up my skills somemore. of course this is wif the help of jie, coz i sort of lost my archieves after i change the template & she helped me copy & paste her code to make my archieves appear again. yeah~~
Sunday, March 26, 2006
5:29 PM
y is it dat i still cant get over the fact dat i din manage to get into the same co as maine? it really sucks man, the feeling keep coming back to haunt me... especially when carmen told me she gave up her 1st choice to amelia coz she pleaded wif her not to fight. well, i pleaded wif sw too, to let me be wif maine, but she ignored me...
i noe reality is cruel & ppl r selfish, i tried to convince myself to accept this, but guess maybe my karma level is not high enuff... i can understand y enemies fight wif each other, but i jus couldnt understand y frens fight too? i really envy amelia, coz she has a fren who is willing to give up her choice & chance to her. i tried to convince myself maybe my frenship wif sw is not deep enuff, we r in fact jus acquaintance... but if roles were switched, she has a close fren inside dat co & she really wanted to be wif her, i'm very sure i'll give up dat co to her & choose another one.
guess one hav to undergo the feeling of losing something dat u wanted very much, especially if it's taken away by a fren whom u've pleaded wif... to really understand how terrible i hav been feeling these few days... maybe it's bcoz of my strong desire to be wif maine, plus the fact dat i noe it's my own fault of not copying down the org code dat land me like this & things wld hav been diff if we r not at fal... dat eventually boils down to such a big impact on me... but the fact is no matter how hard i try, it jus keeps coming back to me... i jus cant accept it...
Saturday, March 25, 2006
1:00 AM
"stop playing wif ur new toy!"
haha... whether it's from inside-out or outside-in, i can analyse dear using SWOT or TOWS & score an A+++. dear say nobody will ever noe him as well as i do & accept everything of him. dat's sweet...
dun worry dear, i'll be strong, be a good gal n of course (try to) study hard lah! bleah!
Thursday, March 23, 2006
1:51 PM
A shelter
A shield
A purple Dinosaur
Whatever it takes
I'll be the one
Sunday, March 19, 2006
9:12 PM
aiya, got time so better outline the things i wanna tell u
Vegetarian Vs Carnivours
Tammy
Religion and Karma level and life test
Me and sebastian toking abt how we should give and take
Cordia reminding me to balance family, love, friends and study.
9:01 PM
I am really quite sick abt projects. So many things to do, ppl still wanna 'push' things around, be lagger of group. Come on ppl~ its exam period, can all of u be in sync and focus!!
Dear said I should change my style of doing proj, come on~ I'm not the boss of the group! this kind of things are not controlled by me! ai ya.... think i was a bit harsh on u saying that u are not supporting me. Sorry dear... I just a bit tired, last thing i wanna have in mind is to doubt my ability. Dear i noe u will understand. But i wanna say I'm sorry.
Oh ya, i dragged my way to the gathering. However, it turned out to be so fun that i dun feel like leaving! I mean it made my day catching up with some of my friends! Were toking abt many many that left me in deep thoughts... Dear I will tell u abt this. too many things to jot it down.
Kian
Monday, March 13, 2006
6:27 PM
Dear made me very happy today. She really has me in her heart. I was running out of my hacks and it did occur in my mind that I wanna get it again. However, its kinda far from school and hence i was telling myself i dun think I will get it so soon. Well without telling her, she bought me one... She knows me so well!
Oh we are going overseas again! Not er ren shi jie but i believe its gonna be fun. We are going bangkok! cheap cheap~ shiok! Looking forward to it! and yexuan coming with us too!
Exam has started to hit me. think is about 30 days to exam? Not to mention i have tons of projects to address to.
AA 201: with terence and jia quan and jiabi... well... someone has to free ride and i guess its me.
AA202: I got a fun group! but i think we quite unproductive. I'm quite worry abt this project but dear say i must trust my friends.
AA 213: They seems bochap, or maybe i care too much.
Aiya i just dun enjoy doing projects. I wanna start camping in library with dear again.
Monday, March 06, 2006
5:46 PM
really luv the feeling of waking up and coming to sch in the morning wif dear, feels so sweet and nice...
爱就是一份心甘情愿
不在乎情路风霜雨雪
抱一抱就抵过万语千言
手牵手就敢去海角天边
爱就是一份心甘情愿
不计较是否情深缘浅
越曲折会留下越多纪念
闭上眼还够我们回味数十年
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
11:48 PM
yup, dat's wat my marketing tutor said abt our proj today after the prez! well, really glad tt all our efforts finally paid off, all the hard work, plus the fun & enjoyment as well as the eagerness to make a great prez got us complements and ken ding from our tutor and the class. the whole class raised their hands to support our idea in fact, n i really feel touched. the tutor commented dat it was one of the few good works dat he has seen. haha... our grp was really high lor! everyone grinning from ear to ear. after doing proj in ntu for 1.5 yr, i feel dat this is the most enjoyable proj dat i've ever done n oso the most enjoyable working teammates dat i've ever had. feel dat everyone is like sisters to each other n the feeling is great man! luv them! think i'm gg to miss them after this sem ends...
so happi today dat i ate a lot, n now i feel fat n bloated!!! *sob* but dear said on the avg a person is oni happi 3/10 days, dunno where he got dat from , but the underlying meaning is i shd be happi even if i'll eat a lot n grow fat! haha... bleah!
happi 10th month anniversay dear! 2 more months & we can celebrate our 1 yr anniversary! hehe...