Many Many Thingsseriously, i should nurture a habit of blogging daily. else i definitely gonna miss blogging sum important stuffs. i dunno where to begin!?!?!
PAIts quite an eye opener at KPMG. Its a real big partnership, this give me a good feel on how working in big company is like. (strictly speaking, it not a company) They treat interns very well; organized training, logistic, laptop and tea breaks. whao~ A few unfortunate things though. I was allocated to tax, not audit which i opted for. Well i like tax actually, but kinda unhappy for the fact that i cannot experience audit life. To add on, i was give a lousy laptop. One that is super slow. for an impaitent guy like me.... u know what i mean. Lastly, the assignments i'm given also not very friendly. its either too easy or too hard that i always got stuck. Lastly, my unit has only 2 NTU ppl including me, the rest are SMU. This kind of make us ambassador for NTU. haha. To sum off... I am dragging my PA. Work sux and 8 to 5 job is tiring. Its time to ponder what i really wanna do in the future.
Oh, another thing to add is that i'm really very small size. Angela, my intern buddy is so tall, makes me feel very embarass. Ya... ego problem? i dun think so. My insignificant physical pressence sure to affect how ppl judge me. This how the world works!
NBS bashWent to support the NBS bash. I have to admit that i'm really upset about how garnet work out. I really dun understand how best OG will end up like this. just glad that there are still small group around. I really dun understand whats the core of the problem? is it me? are seniors at blame? partly, thats what i believe. anyway, decides to reinforce ruying, she desperately needs help, and also some wake up call. haha. point taken abt garnet, will try to gel them up again.
I'm very proud of my OG, gavi. We are not particularly united or super close, but we are still quite close. confuse? just take it that the friendship within gavi is still there, we are definitely not acquaintence. I especially proud of OG guys. I will remember how they, again and again help me in one way or another. thanks hongseng, kai jie, mun keet, teng cheok, adrian, kang jian. brandon and daniel occassionally. Really feel that FOC 04 impacted my life. Thank god to it i met jun. Though we never thought that we will be together.
Toyota SPACIOHope this episode ends soon. found the head lamp at last. still got to wait for the side lamp. This episode taught me a lot of things. It makes me grow.
1) ppl will go all out to eat u. u have to defend urself. to do that, u must be calm and never think that they are honest.
2) money is important
3) friends are ppl u can always seek help. connections is important.
4) never give in to negotiation techniques, but to facts and rationality.
5) never lie. never lie ur way out. the key is to key ur way out.
yup. basically dun wanna talk abt this anymore. tired.
wanna thank ppl who help me esp to jun and hong wei.
Jun's lost phoneWe have been very unlucky. or rather we take turns to be unlucky. Every since the hostel incident, unfortunate things seems to occur. from breaking up, to the recent lost phone, it really dampens us and make me feel like what jun feels; ie our birthdate crashes. You might even wanna go back to date, that my hospital stay is related to this. I never wanna think of things this way. If i'm a third person, i will think i'm foolish to link all these things together. But the truth is so many things happen that i am afraid now. We are in a stint of bad luck. wanna this period to end soon and we be happy again. Be it we are together or not. I'm going jalan kayu to pray later. hope things get better.
where am i going, thought i suspose to talk abt lost phone. Jun dropped her phone when we took cab from her place to mine. Many things built up to this incident. Its really fated. From why i decide to go pray with her family, to why i ask her to come my house, to rain, yellow top cab, bus behind cab, traffic light and decision not to go into carpark. Its so fated. When she realized that she drop her phone, my immediate reaction is to try get the phone back. or rather I MUST get the phone back. We are (WERE) already so unlucky, i dun wanna this to add on to the list. I failed.
TableTable came to my house to watch soccer yesterday. Told them about what happened and they sympatize me greatly. Maybe my luck is turning, liverpool won yesterday, table's company was great! I was really very happy yesterday night, despite the unfortunate things. They consoled me and made me believe in myself once again :) End of the day, we went supper and they treated me! really touched. i mean they meant well, they wanna console me in their way. very happy i will say. On the way back in hong wei car, we blasted di yi tian and the 4 guys just sang like there is no tomolo as like the past. I dunno how to describe my feelings... felt carefree, so protected by table (we protecting each other), so young like the JC days. Memories of the younger and happier days flashed back. I really dunno how to describle my feeling. no trouble, just singing. Thanks for the table-filled night. It makes me feel a lot better. I msg them in the end to thank them. Ee How told me "You'll never walk alone" *smilez*



Thats all my many many things... cheers
Kian